list

• clean room and desktop and bed
• start to search ns3 code (but only for a short time)
• buy a lot of food
• listen to music at night
• play hearthstone at afternoon
• get up late
• search ns3 related work, and give up quickly
• do not want to play YGO
• read some pages of book

feeling

• do some physical work makes me feel good
• that is a good start, but I hope I can do more. At the same time, I find there are so many obstacles to overcome.
• eatting much makes me feeling good
• because the network is disconnected, I have to quit watch living and to some offline entertainment. So listen to music.
• that’s a lot of time. playing game is not so good, but learning is kind of suffering. So I always quit learning to play or watch videos
• I feel nothing to do or just donot want to do something if I get up early. I can get up early. It is good for my health and emotion. maybe I need more courage to face this shit.
• no access to google; don’t know what keywords to search; search result full of English, and hard to read
• it is a game that need a lot of effort to learn. I feel that even I put a lot time (one week or so) to it, still beated by all kinds of opponents and don’t understand my decks and their decks.
• many ideas from that book is silimar to mine. reading as entertainment.

cognition

• do some physical work or exercise
• focus on work. spend more time with my work. get used to work. making work a habit.
• hahahaha
• maybe I can disconneted from internet at night. enjoy offline time. good idea.
• game is not the fault. I just donot work. So what I need to do is to become love and enjoy my work. Game is not so interesting! So it is OK to reduce game time.
• encounter problem, then solve it. if tired, relax, and back to work.
• not important. If I want to play, just play.
• not important.

conclusion

• courage
• spend more time to work